Being Thankful

I want to start of by saying THANK YOU! Thank you for taking the time to read about my journey into MS. My family and I sincerely hope you enjoyed your time this Thanksgiving.

It has now been 24 days since I was diagnosed and I am still not sure what is going on. What I do know is happening is the amazing support system I have. Many people have come to my side in support of what I am going through. This diagnosis has been a huge rollercoaster of emotions and it has been my family, friends, coworkers, even strangers who have been supportive in this.

I am learning very quickly that I cannot keep my feelings contained. For one, I am super emotional (I cry at the sight of a butterfly and even cry when I watch New Girl). I, also, empathize with many people and life situations. By letting myself cry and writing about this new chapter in my life, I see the importance of a support system. From my friend's good morning texts, to my mom hugging me every morning again, to strangers sharing their autoimmune disease and how they have gotten through the beginning has me so grateful to have a gathering of many who care.

In my profession and in my upbringing, I have learned to think of others more than about myself. I have also learned to consider others and what others may also be going through. My support system has mirrored this humility as I have been experiencing fear, obsession, and sadness. Fear at this time is deriving from the unknown creating obsession. I want to know what Multiple Sclerosis is, the type I have, why I have it... on... and on... and on... Because nothing is clear yet and being in and out of Dr.'s offices and hospitals, being poked all the time, and not being able to be active in my normal routines, I am dealing with depression.

This is where my support system has come in. My support system guides me out of fear through talking about my feelings and calming me about my obsessive research. They are helping me by guiding me to practice patience, to be kind to myself, and to understand that everything will be o.k. For this, I am beyond grateful and truly blessed.

Is this hard? Yes. Is it a battle? It is a war. Will I conquer? YES <3

Thank you again for reading my blog! Stay tuned for more!

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Thanksgiving Day with my family <3 We hope you had a wonderful day of giving thanks.